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May 15th, 2008

11:01 pm - Locked bitches My Livejournal is Now ALL "friends only" now!!! Add me, and i MIGHT add u back :) Current Mood: okay

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May 14th, 2008

12:09 pm - I'm..... sooo hating life right now :(  Current Location: home Current Mood: depressed

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February 2nd, 2008

07:39 am - Loves ITTT  wow  wow wow!!!  Its been a long time!!!!!!! LOL  Anyway, Im not updating my whole life..too long ! LOL Lets just say I live in orlando now and I Love it. But I still miss home alot, especially my mom and my brothers. Anyway, I have a job now.I work as a stylist in hair masters in dr phillips,and let me just say I LOVE it!!! I never loved working so much in my life.I actually look forward to going and the money is amazing!!!! Who knew a career would be so much fun!!! hahahha woulda done this a loooong time ago!!! LOL I had some good new years resolutions this year, and for being the only the 2nd day in February Ive done pretty freakin good!!!!! I can honestly say IM Lovin life right now and everything feels "right" !!!! sooo YAY!!! other than that,,,went to pulse last  night with the roomie michael... his 2girlfriends, and michael and that whole crew of  course... Soooooo fun!!!!i have stories! LOL but i gotta get ready for work! soooo hollllaaa laterzzzz.....  Oh Ya...and GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GIANTS!!!!!! ( Pics B4 Going out )   Current Mood: awake

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October 8th, 2006

02:52 pm - wow EXHAUSTED!!! ok so this weekend was a cool one lol ive been sick all last week so it was a relief going out and not being at my house sick in my bed.anyway, friday night went to sams birthay party. matt came home this weekend and suprised me like a day early. he bought a rose with a get well card, a pink pen, a bag of pink M&Ms and mints, lol and a new venus vibrating razor with a pack of refills. lol random gifts lol anyway, friday was sams birthday party. me n matt went to nickis and met up with her and brandon first. for her a b-day i got her a bottle of bacardi watermelon rum. so we brought that, got there and saw a bunch of usuals with a few new faces lol I guess sum people were blowing up but i didnt do anything to crazy cuz i had to wake up early on saturday cuz me an matt were leaving early saturday morning to fgo fishing on my dads new boat with my , stepmom, my little half sister and my brother. But i def got watsed friday. lol lotta liquer, and beer haha anyway, took a bunch of pics and laughed at random shit. sam was drunk as fuck lol it was too funny. saturday got u super early and went out on my dads boat. A bit hung over but towards the midle of the day i was all good. i had soo much fun lol we fished most of the day, layed out and ate alot. me and matt caught like 7 or 8 fish, my lil sister caught like 9 lol and my dad and brother got like 14 and my stepmom got like 10. we caught alot but most of them were too small. my dad and stepmom got like 4 keepers. i got very red lol i actually have a small tan line lol me an matt went in the water for a lil bit. soo refreshing. and my dad let me drive the boat. so fun, i can def get addicted to that lol i was going like 65 mph and he kept saying, dont be afraid to give it more gas hahahhaa too funny. im posting a bunch of pics... ta ta fo now bitches ( pics!!!! )   Current Location: work Current Mood: tired Current Music: sexy back

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September 30th, 2006

03:32 pm - halloween hoollaaaa My halloween costume!!!! oooo yeaaa cant wait til halloween!!! wooop woooopp Current Location: work Current Mood: cheerful

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September 19th, 2006

04:51 pm - awesome 5 day weekend!!!! :) ok so this past weekend was by far one of the best. Thursday after noon i drove to orlando to suprise matt. he didnt think i was coming til sat but i wanted to suprise him for our 1 year. so i went and hid my car and my cousin picked me up in orlando, i put a red rose on his car with a note that said , to matt. SUPRISE, (go inside) then i ran around back while my cousin went inside and asked him if he left his lights on . he went outside to check and then saw the note and flower. when he went outside i ran inside thru the back patio. lol so he came in and there i was. he was shocked haha ok so for our 1 year he got me alot of stuff. hmm lets see... a cherry cell phone holder, a cherry tree picture holder, and a friends cherry picture holder,  a cherry wallet, stuff i needed for school like these lil hightlighters, a cherry calculator, and 2 cute cherry pens, hmm what else, 3 pairs of undies from victorias secret and 2 lip glosses from victorias secret, this really nice mirror tray thing with this awesome smelling perfume, and body wash, nail polish, a fake rose, lol then the next night he took me out to dinner. sooo goood!! I felt like we just met, hahah it was soo cute!! soooo i got him a cd player system for his car, a sony 1 cuz the lady at the store told me it was like the best brand and came with all these warantees , $60 worth of parts to install it and i got him panic at the disco cd cuz he loves them. it was cool cuz the night i gave it to him we were able to go get it installed to...He loved everything and we had awesome 5 day weekend!!! hhaa i came thurs , didnt leave til monday morning. Sunday we went to coco beach and ive never been there b4 but omg i loved it. I put my hair up when we went in the water like ok, im not getting my hair wet bla bla.. i must have been standing like waist deep, this huge ass wave comes out of nowhere , pulls me under, LOL i came up like in the middle of nowhere, feet cant even touch the bottom. LOL i was dying LOLing. Im looking for matt and hes like 8 feet from me hahahha it was sooo much fun! i cant wait to go back to that beach!!!  He also took me to the movies too and we saw the covenent. it was pretty good. Lotta hotties in that 1!! mmmm hahaa wow had awesome amazing sex while i was there tooo!!! yummy!! not at the movies, while i was in orlando hahaha duh! Hm went out to lunch like 3 times with my aunt and cousin while i was there, my aunt bought me stuff and took me shopping, and i colored her hair for her and styled .. it looks awesome of course. she bought me the cutest shirt  its like a white wife beather with these lil cherries all over it... soo cute. whe i wear it ill have to take a pic!  haha i took sum pics while i was there... so here ya go ( PICS!!! ) Current Location: work Current Mood: happy Current Music: 93.3

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02:37 pm - talk to yas later wow!!! so much to write bout , about this past weekend. Ill update later while im at work. I g2g get ready! holllaaa Current Location: home Current Mood: cheerful

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July 30th, 2006

11:07 am - la la la omg last night was the shit. went out with jenn and matt. first went to toni's bf's house kinda by 52. Drank like 4 beers there and smoked. lol got drunk drunk. And i fukin love toni!!! she reminds me of me and jenn when we r soo wasted lol, she was so drunk! lol i loved it. Alota randoms were there, plus the ex of course ryan . lol cant go anywhere without seeing that 1. haha anyway we all left there and migrated to this other party off mile stretch. alotta people there. Hmm.. drank about 4 or 5 cups of hunch punch there. lol i was soo gone. hmm highlights of the night....Randomly dancing in the middle of the living room with sum random girls, seeing brian and john, ryan crites's free styling hahhahaha funny night, def needed a good house party and a place to get drunkk as shit at!! wooohooo couple days later - AHHHHH i hate drama... get me away from it PLEASE!!! fukin haters when you laugh you'll feel my breath there,filling up your lungs........and when you cry those arent your tears,but im there falling down your cheek....and when you say you love her, taste me, im like poison on your tongue.......    Current Location: home Current Mood: drunk

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July 26th, 2006

01:15 pm - ok ok, i Am still alive omg bitches! i havent updated in forever cuz my laptop got a virus and our work computer got a virus too ! it sucked! just wanted every1 to kno i do still exist. this past weekend i went to orlando woth matt for my lil cousins bday, i freakin love that kid! we bought him a remote control car, and a sponge bob tshirt. he loved it. Other than that, was pretty much tipsy there every night off fruity cocktails like strawberry daquiris , omg sooo good! i love my cousins!! lol sunday HUGE party at my cousins, about $500 worth of catered food, and lotsa bud light! Afterwards there were still 2 cases left , about 48 beers lol mmmmm anyway, home now. chill chillin!! so if any1 wants to do anything, holla!!!! much love , out hhaa Current Location: home Current Mood: giddy Current Music: lalalalla

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June 18th, 2006

12:20 pm - weekend in the npr with the usuals la la this weekend was pretty fun. Friday went to keiths sluters (spelling????)) party with matt, sam, alison, and michelle. hmm who was there? the usuals. justin mounce, ryan, mark, john, brian, la la la. Got pretty drunk. fun fun times. Met john fanning who we nicknamed Blaze cuz he was wearing a blazers jersey haha. Talked to alotta randoms, and chain smoked with the girlies. lol  went home round 3:30ish. Saturday morning, went to nickis and did her hair, nothing too fancy , just did her roots for her, platinum blonde. Came out really good and even! Im posting a pic from saturday so look there. haha Saturday night went to a huge party in holiday lake estates with matt,  sam and alison, and nicki! met up with scott, juan and whoever else they were with. Drank alot there. Yummy blue stuff and beer MMMM. Lol that got kinda boring so we left and all went to "blazes". Lets see... at blazes we drank, saw lots of peeps. mark , john, ryan crites , who was blowin up on x, but he doesnt do drugs he says ugh.... umm josh melton, tina, koral, the usuals. fun fun Anwyho... matt HAD to confront ryan bout trying to do me while he was in jail, and drama started. But matt wouldnt hit him unles he hit him first and i kno ryan wouldnt throw a punch first, so i wasnt worried. It was just a small confrontation that was really gay and pointless. Anyway, happy fathers day every1! LOL Im at work now til 4. bored bored bored.... holla fo a dolla. i love u all Current Location: wooorkkk Current Mood: creative

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June 13th, 2006

04:10 pm - pictures!! A few pics from this weekend. I dont kno why i didnt take more pics friday. LOL I think i was in my own world haha ( sum Picsss Bitchess ) Current Location: work Current Mood: dorky Current Music: 97 x

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June 12th, 2006

04:27 pm - la la la ok, this weekend was pretty fun. went by waay to quick. Friday night went to crotchs party, with matt, jenn, sam, alison, michelle, and britney...lol was lotsa fun! drank alot, cops came twice, pudding wrestling..lol ewww ( not me) hahaha a random fight breaking out, um seeing a dead frog on the porch and matt pointing and saying...ummm smelly toad.... LOL  got pretty drunk. fun fun times! Saturday morning woke up at the crack of dawn. Went to bush gardens with matts uncle, stepmom, dad, 2 sisters and there bf's and matts half brother.  His dad bought us yr round passes which was pretty awesome. Hopefully me and matt will go back b4 we move. If not im sure we will come back. Didnt get home saturday til after 11. Sunday went with matt to his dads for a bbq. Anyway the weekend flew by! and wtf is going on with this hurricane. Bad hair weather. My freakin hair dammit!!! Current Location: work Current Mood: okay Current Music: rockish?

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June 8th, 2006

01:27 pm - i kno, its been awhile hm ok.. havent written in here in awhile. Been so freakin busy!! Since matts been back everything has been alot less stressful. Sometimes It stills feels like its too good to be true, like they r going to come and take him from me again! i get so freakin worried. But hes been doing everything good, so im happy as long as he keeps it up. Ive seen him hardly at all this week cuz since monday hes been working with joe young, first in orlando , now hes in ocala. He leaves at like 6am and doesnt get back til like 8! It is ok cuz i dont get to see him much during the day anyway between work and school, cept when he comes to my work.  speaking of school. HOly drama yesterday! I was doing a razor cut which is a haircut done with a razor blade with a guard on top. Well while im cutting this ladys hair the guard slips off and the blade cuts my finger pretty deep. Blood was like dripping to the floor ! it was sick. So i got Ms. Darlene (an instructor) and she was freakin out getting lotsa towels pulling and twisting them around my finger to stop the bleeding, but i could just see the blood coming thru the towel. i was getting naseuas, and shes like DONT LOOK AT IT!! lol So shes like pulling this towel tight as fuck and shes like u might need stitches, its deep. In my head im like NOooooooooooooo!!, i have to work at 3!! hahahaa... Im like bleeding all over and all im thinking bout is being at work lol Anyway, we held a few towels on it, and i told her i really didnt wanna go to the hospital or anything, and it didnt hurt, but OMG it was killing me!!  Soon as we took the towels off it looked normal, then u just see blood start pouring out again, i was like SHIT!  We held more stuff on it and put all types of meds on it, and Ms darlene put like 3 huge band aids around it. And yea blood def was pouring out the sides of the band aids. Sooo.. had to take them off, put MORE on extrmely tight. By last night the bandaids were all red , like it bled right thru and out the side again!! ugh. I changed them today and my whole top part of my finger is like white, like almost see thru white. It looks sooo wierd. The cut is freakin deep tho. I didnt realize it was that bad cuz i couldnt really see it yesterday.  all i really saw was a lot of blood. but ew its nasty. Anyway, i g2g wash my hair. work soon. woohooo lol ps. sorry if u were eatting when reading this. I kno... it was gross haha Current Location: home Current Mood: rushed Current Music: is that brocolli in y0- gril

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May 31st, 2006

02:25 pm - the weekend lol this weekend was a lot better than expected. Friday morning I woke up at 5:30am, to be at court in orlando at 10am. Court was pretty sad. They bring all the rprisoners in tied up in chains and shit. Its ridiculous. And these are all VOP's. (violation of probation) so anyway, they bring them all up in groups at a time. Then they are brought back down. Around 11ish they called recess, and i went out to eat with matts parents and we went to sum park. We came back, and i swear every1 was getting prison time and jail time like least 1 yr of prison and 6 months of jail. It was crazy. 1 guy even got a life sentence!!!  and 1 guy violated just by drivng with a suspended license and he got 1 year in state prison!!!! Anyway, like 2 people b4 matt i got goosebumps all over my body and felt like i was going to puke. I left the court room for like 10 min and sat in the bathroom to compose myself.  i didnt throw up...but almost! lol I thought i was going to flip out and my nerves were shot. I dont kno what id do if matt got prison. I woudlnt be able to handle it. Anyway, matts turn came  and his public defender came up and said hed except the plea of getting 18 months drug offender probation. I was soo relieved. Omg i was soo happy. Im so happy i called that damn  public defender every day!! lol It obviously did sumthing.  Matt told me they tried offering him 1 year in prison first then 51 weeks in county jail, and he was like freaking out, and not going to accept it. He says they came at him with more probation at the last minute. Out of the 20 sumthing prisoners, matt was the only 1 that got reinstated. Talk bout lucky.  Anyway i stayed at my cousins for 4 days til tuesday morning cuz i had to run around with matt for bout 6 hrs taking him to diff PO offices to get him transferred and shit. We wanted to do everything in 1  day so we dont have to worry bout anything else. After sitting in waiting rooms for hrs, we finally got it all done. Sunday we had a big bbq at my cousins house. It was fun, and i did her hair and  her husbands and my uncles lol. they all came out HOT!!  i also waxed her eye brows. came out sexy!!! lol On monday night sammy was giving matt a hug and he fell asleep on him. It was sooo cute!!! Hed be an awesome dad 1 day lol  well i posted some pics from the weekend. anywho... my lil cousins bday is july 21st and hes having a b-day party. Me and matt told him we would come and he got all excited. It was cutest thing!! and 1 of my couins cats just had kittens. 3 of them. Took lotsa pics. they r freakin precious. There names are prince charming, robin hood and shrek. LOL and yes my 4 yr old cousin did name them haha ( Read more... ) ( Read more... ) ( Read more... ) Current Location: home Current Mood: awake

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May 25th, 2006

07:24 pm - omg omg omg hey guys. I leave for orlando 2morrow morning at 7am!!! For matts court date. HOPEFULLY he gets out. Im thinking positive thoughts only!!!! plz think bout him and wish the best!!! Ive done everything i can freakin do these past 22 days!! And i am stressed out!!!! I just want him HOME!!!!! ill update more while im there or when i get home. byyee Current Location: tanning salon Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: none

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May 19th, 2006

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May 15th, 2006

09:32 am - a sunday evening haha ok so last night soo fun. Went to jay rosenbergs party. Open bar all night. Talked to lotsa hilarious drunk adults, sang karaoke, love shack and no doubt, ate yummy food all night, sam giving her # to that sweaty fat guy, taking lotsa pics, randomly seeing a dog fight, PAT, shaggy, playing darts, dancing around to fall out boy, playing with glow bracelets, and necklaces, ending the night in jays clothes in his jacuzzi!! lol  ( picssss ) Current Location: home Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: nooonneee

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May 10th, 2006

01:37 pm - matt update hello all, well i talked to matt last night. He finally got transported to orlando. So i guess he had a hearing today at 1, thats where there going to tell him xactly what hes been charged for. But we already kno all that so its like whatever. Hes going to try to ask for another hearing to ask for bond.. I hope hope hope he gets it. If he doesnt get it they are saying he will have the court date in 15-30 days. Hopefully its 15 or less. Then he will be out. We all doubt he will get time or anything cuz its his 1st time violating probation and he only had 3 months left. So we are hoping they just reinstate state it, no curfew or house arrest and shit. But if he does get house arrest or curfew thats fine with me, as long as i get to see him everyday and he isnt stuck in some jail cell. I miss him soo much. This past week has been the hardest!!! i fuckin hate it!!!Its like i dont kno what to do with myself, and my appetite is almost completely gone. Nothing looks good to me! ugh.... every1 plz say a prayer for him. Ive been praying for him every night. I just want everything to work out. thnx xoxoxo Current Location: home Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: none

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May 6th, 2006

10:12 am - ok... here well those of u that kno me, know about matt. He got arrested thursday morning for violating probation. Hes in pasco county jail right now. He had a hearing yesterday and he asked to be out til his court date. But they couldnt decide that cuz like 2 yrs ago he was arrested in orlando, so the orlando judge has to decide that. Hes staying in this jail over here til they decide to transport him which could be 2 weeks!!! Then after that he has to wait in an orlando jail for 30-60 days for a fukin court date!!!! He says he knows for a fact he will not get more time, maybe more probation. Im so worried about him. My stomache has been knots since thursday, and i have no appetite what so ever. He told me theres like 3 people per cell, 2 beds, and 1 person sleeps on the floor. And since he just got put there like yesterday he has to sleep on the floor. NO pillow, or mattress. just sum holy blanket. And he says its 50 degrees there and all hes eaten is sum pineapple cuz it was the only thing that he could tell what it was. And he says they still havent given him a tooth brush or deoderant!! I feel sooo bad. I really hope hes away the most minimum amount. Like he cant even call me !!! This is worse than when he was in rehab, no joke. And i even said id never let him take 30 days of him away from me again! And i here i am, doing it all over again!! I admit i havent been in touch with god recently but i am very catholic, and i have morals etc etc. But anyway, since the first night hes left Ive prayed for him every night, and that he will make it out of this ok. I do Love him so much, and it fuckin hurts me to see him locked up like this!! I hate the fuckin system.... On a more lighter note. I actually went out last night, which i havent done in forever cuz matt doesnt like it. And no, im not just going out to say fuck u, ur not here. I honestly cant stay home cuz it fuckin depresses me. I mean ive spent every night with the same person for the past 7 and a half months. I need something to get my mind off of all this shit. And i kno my friends will def do that. Trust me, on the nights i do stay home there will be some serious tylenol PM happening. But last night me , samantha, michelle, and alison went to crotch's party. Lots were there, like brian P, BA, mark, frank, koral, ryan p, david (the ex... i kno! random) umm nick morgan... la la la, alot of people. Anyway def was gone by 2am! Well a cop came which i swear ive seen him b4 break up another party ive been to. lol so every1 ran like a herd of buffalo, same as always. So We all went back to this guys house which was a really nice house. He supposedly knows me from myspace?!?! LOL!! It was kinda boring there cuz there was no more alcohol. So we left, and i went home and pppaaassed outtt! Current Location: tanning salon Current Mood: sad Current Music: 93.3

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April 21st, 2006

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